My Mistakes

Today after meeting Doctor for 3 time, i was so ashamed and angry on myself. That because of my neglance aarav is suffering. last week i start his puff's after 3 months, in between i have not given a single puff. 

My intellegence gave is him this much pain from last 4 days or i would say 1 month. 08 July he got reasonal viral from me. High on fever. Cough running nose. then after 13 - 15 days later on 23 July he again infected with same problem.
After 5 days he is in fever. 

Now Doctor told us to continue with B and A till Aug 12, 2013. 

Praying Almighty, please please please give him and us some energy. I will stick to his plan and continue the process for another 1 month, then later i will consult the doctor.

Love you sweety. 

5 years ... (28-04-2008 to ..........)

Its like Yesterday when i saw your in Pink Suit around 2200 hours. I remember simple girl with no makeup, sleep in her eyes and bit shy coming with her brother to see me. I had a long detailed chat with you where i was the only one putting my thoughts in front of you..  and 
One day later we got engaged... it was really a shock for me and another big shock is over marriage is decided for coming Monday (April 28, 2008). 

Now If see behind and question myself why you.... the next question comes in mind "WHY NOT HER" she is who with whom i can spend my life and enjoy it through. Yes there are few days where we fight with each other on small & silly points, but that is where our love become more strong. 

Thanks for being there for me... I will not be myself if you would not there.  

& thanks for giving me aarav. Love you so much.

Stagnant

Life is becoming stagnant, like a train track you start your daily journey for one side of track and complete it by the evening. at the end there is a need of break.
Planning from such a long time for few places. Jaipur, Kerala & Goa. Hope by the end of this year i would try to complete my bucket list.

Happy to see him growing...

Today, after so long i found myself in Aarav.

His smile, his way of turning topics and attitude, mood swings, irritating & stubbornness . Somewhere I can see myself growing in new generation.

something about meee.... :)

Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others, cannot keep it from themselves.